Dream about Srila Prabhupada
Here is some excerpt from a letter from Mallika dd my disciple. Some months ago I was encouraging her to develop her relationship with Srila Prabhupada but she responded, “No Guru Maharaja I only know you etc.” I asked her a couple of times if she had any dreams of SP and she said no. Then recently she sent me this:
Srila Prabhupada is so merciful, that He appeared in my dream. In the beginning I laughted at the dream, because I didn’t understand it. But now I think that maybe some day I will become Krishna conscious in such care. I never imagined that it can seem like this. I have read Sri Caitanya Caritamrta and I am under the great impression, how exceptional thing Srila Prabhupada brought to us. Such personal love-relationship with Krishna is probably a very rare thing even in the spiritual world. There are many planets of Vaikuntha, where the Supreme Lord is worshipped with respect and timidity, but only one Goloka Vrndavana, where devotees simply love Krishna. And Srila Prabhupada gave us the chance to come just there! I am still shocked how it was possible, that I were able to join this movement, and I also fear to lose this possibility, because on the one hand I know I am not worthy of such hapiness, but on the other hand it is the greatest treasure, which I had whenever. Thank You, Guru Maharaja. I would like to pick up to love really. And another time I had a dream, that Srila Prabhupada was present in my garden and He wanted to do bhajan and to give a lecture. I tried to serve Him, but I didn’t be able to do anything properly and He had to do all things Himself. Andb finally I smiled apologetically with feeling of helplessness, and He said it is better, that I smile than I were angry or discouraged. Srila Prabhupada is so warm, and He is most kind and forgiving!
Yours sincerely
Trivikrama swami
